April 2012
2 posts
One More Chance For a Heart To Skip A Beat - The...
December 2011
2 posts
Last Tumblr Post
You saved me from a life of misery and brought me out of the cold. You taught me to think of others before I think of myself. You taught me the importance of my family, and to love them no matter what. Your kisses are the most tender and comforting thing my body has ever experienced. Your radiance and beauty seemed to have purged my heart of all evil, and in its place? Love. You have surrounded my...
I love you for everything you are. Please love me for everything I’m not.
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
5 posts
Peso - ASAP Rocky
I wish I was a Musician
I wish I had the ability to convey my feeling via music. I wish I had a powerful voice that captivated people, stopping them dead in their tracks to pause and listen. I wish I had the ability to inspire creativity and hope in people young and old. I wish my spirit lived in an instrument for others to enjoy.
If only.
I am visited every night by the monsters of my past. I need to overcome my fears in order to become the person I want to be. Courage to face the unknown.
September 2011
6 posts
Goodbye.
Give thanks every moment that you’ve been blessed with.
I don’t know how many times I’ve said I hated you, but it’s about time I told you that I love you.
Though you were far from a perfect sister, you still managed to teach me how to find the light when you are surrounded by darkness.
I hope you find what your looking for.
From a terrible brother,To a...
Bitches ain’t shit -Tyga ft YG
My heart's keeper
Fragments, these disintegrated little pieces of you and your heart. Don’t worry, I’ve collected them off the cold ground. They’re sharp, but I know you’re worth the pain. Don’t cry, I’ve started the process of molding them back together just for you. Just because no one else would step up to the challenge. Don’t fret, you’re in safe hands. You’re in my hands, and I won’t ever hurt you. It’s just...
Live fast, die young.
Hurricane A
She is a hurricane,
With a fury so powerful she is both feared, and respected
She is revered by her torrential rains, and her howling winds
She is a personification of Mother Natures wrath
She is a whirlwind of passion, of endless commotion and chaos, causing destruction and heartache where ever she goes
I have came face to face with this hurricane, subjected to all of her abuse, tossed...
August 2011
8 posts
Lil Wayne - Weezy’s Ambitions
Lil Wayne feat. Drake - She Will
Growing up
Today made me realize how fragile “childhood” really is. I’m at a crossroad of who I’ve been for 17 years, and what I want to be for the rest of my life. The friendships I’ve made over the years will be cherished in my heart forever. We can wish all we want that we don’t have to leave each other, but fate has it’s ways of pushing us...
My everything
When all else fails, I know you will always be there for me. I care about you so much, I never want to lose you. You are the blessing in my life that I can’t be more thankful for. You are my everything.
It’s a terrifying feeling when you try to wake up from a nightmare, and realize your not asleep . I feel as if I’ve awakened a part of my mind that was destined to remain dormant forever, only accessible by scratching and teething away at it. I feel as if I’ve mutilated my conscious into a horrid, disfigured shadow of what it once was . The pain is indescribable, because...
Nujabes feat. Shing02 - Luv(sic) Part 4
The...
July 2011
13 posts
Please
It’s hard to look in the mirror sometimes and be satisfied. I expect more from myself. I deserve more.
Love
“Love is growth. Love is growing together, sharing memories, and living life. Love is when two people are completely happy with each other, they are 100% certain the way they feel about each other, without doubt or hesitation. Love is courage. Two people are risking their hearts to each other, being aware that they have the ability to destroy each other, but they choose not to. Love is just...
Effort
I want to see everyone who’s leaving to college, the ones whom I won’t see for a long time or even ever again. It’s just bothersome that all of you don’t feel the same way. So to all those who I won’t ever see again, have a wonderful life.
1 tag
Emanon - Love Sick (Blind Love)
Lets hear it.
http://www.formspring.me/timoteez
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
You depress me. Knowing your alive makes me sad.
Rant
I never really gave a fuck what people thought of me. Why should I care what others have to say, when I’m just being me? Believe me, I know I’m a fat, annoying, sexist, racist, rude and unpleasant person. It doesn’t justify it, but at least I know who and what I truly am. I find it amusing when people judge the way I live my life. Yeah, I sure did call her a “slut”....
I never knew I could resent someone as much as I resent you. I blame you for every bad thing that’s ever happened in my life. You were never a role model for me. All you do is talk to everyone with such hate and disdain that no one even cares about you anymore. When I look at you, it’s hard for me not to feel sorry for you. I laugh at you, I laugh at your life. You are a pathetic...
To my parents.
I’ve been feeling so lost without you. I feel empty. I even have nightmares about you. I have so many questions for you, ones that will haunt me forever. I have an empty place in my heart. Do you know what its like growing up without you? Do you know whats its like to not know who I am? In 6th grade I promised myself when I turned 18, I’d go look for you, no matter how long it took. I...
1 tag
you think youre too exclusive for some people, not...
I’m sorry if I don’t hang out with you. :(
Ask me anything
June 2011
17 posts
and BTW
Yeah, before you go and start thinking your better then me and shit, just remember all the shit I know about you. You know I’ve been a coo person by not blowing you shit all over the walls, maybe like I should, but the way your mouth is going I might just do that.
Man
This would be a lot easier if I felt as if you actually cared about me.
On Like Shit - Driyp Drop
Almost time
Life changes every minute your alive. You come out wiser, and better prepared to face what the future might have in store for you. Tomorrow we walk on stage as children, and leave as adults. Are you ready?
What stops “you” from being “you” is what other people think of “you”. The people who aren’t afraid to be themselves are the people who find true happiness. Don’t trip if people judge you, it’s not like they matter anyways, right?
Senior Year
This year has definitely changed the reflection I see in the mirror. If you would have told me last September that I would have actually worked my fingers to the bone to crawl back to Milpitas High for graduation, I would have laughed in your face.
When I started school at Cal Hills, I basically gave up all hope on just about everything. I felt so hopeless and alone that first day there. Not a...
Circle of winners
It has become clear where you all stand. Fuck yall.
DJ Khaled ft Drake, Rick Ross, Lil Wayne -...